Thoughts @ 4am
Sana titibok nalang yung puso natin kapag dumating na talaga yung tamang lalaki para satin.
–mam wen. J
So, we are talking about our lives and also our own love stories that time, totoo nga naman. Sana ganun nlang nga. Natatandaan ko nasabi ko pa nga nyan “Oo nga no mam, dedma nalang sa lahat tapos pag dumating na yung para satin, bigla nalang natin mararamdama na ah, eto na ‘yun! Sana ganun nlang”. Ang drama namin nung mga panahong yun. Haha. Pero sana nga ganun nlang talaga. Ang hirap kasi masaktan. L We are girls, we can’t really control our feelings- though we can hide it, but we cannot deny to ourselves what we really feel towards a guy.
It is really a nice thing to have someone who thinks and speaks about love in a mature way. Minsan kasi puro bata kasama ko and I rarely open up personal things to them. J I find it hard to open up personal things to people. It’s not that I do not trust them, it’s just that I’m not sure if they are interested to my stories or maybe they will find it boring or they will slam the door after I shared my story or worst they will just say nothing at all. Haha! I freely share my stories to my most trusted persons. To those persons whom I know that will give their time and ear without hesitations, and these persons are for keeps like Ann Murrey, Richel Ann, Dings, Mam Weng and Osang ♥ though they nag me sometimes(because of my craziness) but I know they will not see my tears as a sign of weakness, they will open their arms to wrap me inside when I can’t make it on my own, they will be there when I need someone. I can share the whole story without hesitating what they will think of me after I say all of that. They are my most trusted persons and I thank God for giving them, a shoulder to lean on and friend to hold on up to the very end.